MY LIFE: NOT DOING THINGS I SAID I WAS GOING TO DO

a habit i have

not conquered just yet

i am trying.

HERE WE GO AGAIN

the summer paranoia is back. mother of pearl harbor. father of diamonds.

not as severely as midhigh school though--that was just some bad times.

BUT FFFFFFFFFFF. IM SORRY I CANT BE QUITE ALL THERE FOR YOU.

if you have time for me, thats great. i... almost never question if i have time for you. i will always have time for you, in fact i am more than happy if you have time for me!

"you" is plural, yes.

it is a great honor and blessing. that people even consider me a friend really. i dont do anything. im probably the reason why so many people complain about the unreciprocated work or effort or whatever they put into a friendship.

操你媽

SUMMER LIST OF THINGS TO DO

1. draw everyday
2. play music everyday
3. listen to music everyday
4. watch movies as much as possible
5. learn something new everyday
6. pray everyday
7. get a driver's license
8. get a job
9. or at least be pleased that I tried to get a job
10. fix ipod
11. clean out closet/cabinets
12. rearrange walls
13. film/make S/E/D logo
14. make album art for bros
15. get back to bernard about logos
16. practice piano
17. practice guitar
18. practice melodica
19. practice.. bass guitar (?)
20. PLAY FOR CHURCH GRADUATION CELEBRATION? WUT
21. read
22. read books
23. read short stories
24. read novels
25. read... the news
26. walk to albertsons
27. get a house key first
28. paint
29. watch TV:
30. dr. who
31. dexter
32. pushing daisies
33. mad men
34. spartacus
35. true blood (?)
36. u/s/o tara
37. tokyo dogs .. etc etc
38. watch a buttload of documentaries MMMMM THANKS DOCUMENTARY CHANNEL
39. go to cheap glasshouse shows
40. go to shows period!
41. play/finish vidya gaems
42. do nails
43. grow hair back
44. write letters
45. camping
46. swimming
47. beaching
48. fishing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111111111111 YEAH
49. traveling (? WHERE TO GUISE?)
50. be a better person/friend. try to keep in touch.